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SadnessYou said you don't like any of my poems
You don't like it cause they're sad
at least you said the truth
But what can I do about that?
If you think I can change myself you're wrong
People don't change
Believe it or not, they don't

I tried to write something good from all my heart
I've tried so hard
but nothing can help me
sadness is all i can feel

don't know if it's bad
certainly not good
but what i can do?
kill myself?
it's easy to say...
probably not that easy to do

everyday people passing me by
hiding inside what they want to hide
i feel like I'm not moving
just watch them all walk
what are th

ConfusedI had a beautiful day
But then I saw her
And I felt my pain
Felt like I'm falling on the floor
I've seen her eyes
Sad, beautiful eyes
No smile
Just those eyes
Looking somewhere behind
But not on me
They don't see
Cold face without any expressions
Body wrapped in dark clothes
Moving fast without any intensions
Though I feel like it's getting slow
Why do I get so emotional?
Why I want to scream?
She's moving away and I'm standing still
Can't speak
I want to stop her
She needs to be happy
Wait…
I opened my eyes
She's gone
I turned back to see her walking down the street
Did I just see how my happiness walks by me?
What did I see?
N

Not a writerToday I took my pencil
And started to think
Now what should I write about?

Love?
I'm sick of it
Death?
Too boring to read
Feelings?
I'm done with it
I lie on the floor and start to sing
Something so sad and something so sweet

No need to write it down
It's everything
But nothing about
Melody is quite simple
As it comes from the heart
You might think I'm tearful
But no, I am not

Too many reasons why I'm here
Too many questions unrelieved

So many people should just leave
Away, get vanished, disappear

I'm still holding a pencil in my hand
Not writing, not trying to understand
But I'm singing to feel something new

That Perfect OneThere is never such thing as perfection
Only by a physcial standard
Only by a morale standard
Only by a individual standard

Perfection is only found in the dictionary
That's where you find my perfection
But in my mind and heart there's only one perfection that stays
Not about me but about the woman I want in my life

A life without love is meaningless
A life without life is pointless
A life without your definition of perfection is one thing
A life under society's perfection is tryanny

That perfect one in my life
Oh that perfect one is what I want
I don't mean what the dictionary says or what society wants
My definiton of perfect

ConfessionWish I could make it easy…

How can I say about my feelings?
How can I confess?

3 years of silent loving
3 years of patient waiting
Can't believe I'm still standing here
Don't know exactly what waits for me
Foolish me, I tried to fool my heart
Stupid me, useless piece of art

Colors of loving fading so fast
Something is pressing on my chest
What do I want?
What do I deserve?
How can sleep if I'm running from truth
How can I breathe if I'm drowning in you?
No confession at all
You will get it all wrong

Shame on me, shame on my feeling
I'm a love loser
Person without meaning
I want to scream so desperately
I want all

Never Letting GoHe was always alone.
Always putting on a pained smile,
Always twiddling his thumbs,
Always straying from the group.
He barely spoke,
He barely laughed,
Until she came along.
With her, he smiled,
He laughed,
He lived.
She barely spoke,
She barely laughed,
She barely lived.
Without her, he smiled,
He laughed,
He screamed.
Without her, he began anew,
He built,
He danced.
With her, he was happy,
He smiled,
He laughed,
He cracked.

Never ForgottenIf I'm a rose,
You're my thorn.

Those tears I wept,
They showed hurt streaming down my cheeks.
I tried to lift my spirits to the fullest,
All it did was take me higher,
only to hit the ground harder.

Days I cried myself to sleep,
Dreaming of what we could have been,
Dreaming of someone to hold me,
So I smile myself to sleep instead.

I finally let myself free,
But I lie here, with eyes that wont close.
Visions of who was there before linger,
I can't help but wonder,
Is he really gone?

He remains a crystal clear memory,
Like a scar carved into my skin,
Like a ink on paper,
After all, you are the thorn to my rose,
I'll never

To let goLet me go
I'm on my knees
Begging you
Please let me go
Don't ignore
Just let me speak
And I will say it all
I'll tear up my soul
Cause I can't take it any more….

Banal words
I remember them
You were saying it …

You wrecked your world
I should've known
This story goes untold
You think I'll stop you?
No, I won't
Now you're on your own
And I am done

Desert behind my shoulders
That's what left of you
Pity
Cause I lived for it
Now it's gone
And I'll become a history
Or even worse
Just a part of someone's memory

I keep walking on the old forgotten road
To see like I'm getting old
To hear how sounds si

Letter to GodHow is this fair?
Why are you doing this to me?
When I swear to honor you and be pure
I promise not to use the bottle and I lose him
You let him trade me

And they do the opposite
And they drink until the bottle is empty
And give into lust
They get to have each other

But me, who fallowed your orders
Who obeyed you
And those who don't listen
Who don't even give a damn

I am the one who lost him
They are the ones who are together
I am the one who's broken
They are so whole with each other

What kind of God
Or king
Or healer
Could let this happen?

Is this part of your sick plan?
To break the girl who's broken?

Touch and KissTouch and kiss me
Make me fall
Back in love
Touch and kiss me
If you dare
Touch and feel me
If you care

Don't let my heart bleed
Touch and kiss me
I know you're real
Touch and kiss me
To see if I can feel

Make things better
Touch and kill me
To feel forever
Touch and freeze me

Touch and kiss me
Let go my soul
Don't try to take it
I won't let go
But touch and feel me
If you still want

Touch and kiss me
Bite my lips to blood
Touch and feel me
I don't need to know

if you touch me
I need to be kissed
If you feel me
I need to be killed

She was the Light She was the Light

The music that surrounds these lyrics
They don't understand
But I can hear it
I can hear it…

The hidden message
That you can only find
From reading in-between the lines
These broken lines…

That fell apart
When you left her
When you took her heart
When you took her heart…

How could you leave
With the door wide open?
You never believed
She'd have loved you longer

She wrote you letters
In her familiar slant
She kept them all
She could never send them
And she still can't…

And where were you
On the days she cried
She had always known
That you had lied

She never beli

Last DanceShall we dance tonight?
Shall we dance for one last time?
Can I ask you to stay with me for this song?
Let's dance this night away
I would love to dance all night long
Let's put all those feelings back in our hands
Back in some place where our love still stands
Don't kiss my tears, let them run from my face
Just keep on dancing
Dancing to the star trace
The rhythm will lead us back in time
When I was yours and you were mine
Slowly moving, slowly kissing
I can be like this forever
My heart like an old clock, still ticking
But something keeps breaking
Baby I wanna hold you in my arms
I want to see us flying back to stars
Rushing slowly we'

I wishedYou came across my mind while I was drinking my tea

I wished that were the one who loved me

I wished that I was alone and waiting for you

I wished I never met you

I wished that I never thought about you

I wished that you could see

How much I want you only for me

I am not selfish I am just in love

I know I am not good enough

But I love you more than anyone else

I hate how you treat me like I am nothing

I hate you act like I mean nothing to you

I hate you for that, but I also love you

I am confused

Do you love me or you're just passing by? or I am someone that worth a tearful goodbye?

MonsterIs it time for me to go?
I can't stay in your house no more
Sunrise means that I have to leave
Till no one sees
I will slowly disappear

Walking alone behind my own fears
I'm going home
But every night I'm coming here again
To be with you
And dance under star rain

All day I'm sitting in the darkness
Speechless
Cause I got nothing to say
And no one around to hear me speak
I'll wait when daylight goes away
Cause I'm a night lover, night freak

Thousand years I lived
And finally I found you here
So beautiful
Mysterious night dream

Too bad my heart has no beat
I don't need to breathe
No need to have eyes to see
But how can

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You never really loved me

by *SuperGirlSwag, Jan 22, 2012, 3:05:04 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

May I tell you something?
May I tell you the whole truth?
What I'm actually doing here
And what I feel about you

I hate you.
Yes I'm saying this
Right in your face
I hate you with all my heart
With all my power of hate
And you know what?
You completely deserve it
You're such fake
Such a mistake
But I am a loser
Yes I admit

But here are the facts
So deal with it
You're faking person
You don't belong to me
And I am sick of it

I want to cry
I want to scream
But I will survive
And I'll get over it

I'm strong enough to face the truth
Strong to kill all memories of you
I'm not broken hearted
Only betrayed
Whatever you have started
I'm done with it