Soul's suicide

My  soul committed suicide
She's had enough of this life
She's had enough of me
She wanted to break free

I can't really blame her
I'd do the same
If only
If only I could escape

My soul committed suicide
But I think she died long time ago
She was just holding on for my sake
Hoping I would find strength to go on

I'm sorry for failing you
I'm sorry I couldn't be enough
But this had to stop
I just wish it wouldn't be like that
With you leaving  and saying good bye

My soul committed suicide tonight
She's free now, she's going back to the light
Leaving me to myself, leaving me to this sadness,
my soul reaches back to beginning, leaving me to fight my own darkness ...