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Living a Lie.Living a Lie.

You say things you don't mean when you're angry.
You call me a waste of space and that you can't stand me.

When the dust settles you say you don't mean it.
You say I should know better than to believe it.

As usual I foolishly upkeep your illusive hold on me.
I allow you to mute my thoughts and take control of me.

You promise and reassure me that it will never happen again.
That this is the last time and you will put it all to an end.

But I know promises only comfort fools,
Who readily allow others to pull the wool

Over our eyes because it is easier to swallow the lies.
Can it be a mistake if it happens more than tw

Two roads, one loveTwo different people
Two different souls
Two different hearts
Two different roads

One goes to left
Another goes right
One chooses death
Another takes life

Two different worlds
Two different minds
Two different goals
Two different lives

Two roads that were never meant to cross
Crossed in love, pain, happiness and loss
Two hearts that were never meant to love
Lost in the feelings of one another's world

Two roads
Two hearts
Two souls
Two lives
Combined in one love…

Jack is back...Dancing in the gas light
Playful wisps of thickening fog
Shadows scurrying home
And the distant bark of dogs
Doors are slammed and bolted
All the ale houses closed
Like a blanket falling
Sweet silence is composed
Echoes upon cobbles
The music of this night
Fear and expectation
My work brings such delight
Pretty whores they quiver
Money their desperate need
Standing in the streetlight
Which one for me shall bleed?
Half a crown did buy her
Into my darkness led
Swift the flash of silver
And swift the kiss of death
Her eyelids I will carve
And take a piece of ear
Rip her gut wide open
My work they shall revere
Sculpting with intestines
Possessions all laid out,
'Ripper murders again'
The paperboys will shout
Rip some flesh for breakfast,
The headlines I'll survey
It gives me such delight
To read the things they say!

UntitledA beaten slave, pathetic and weak
I lay in the cold hollows of your heart
Inhaling your narcissistic stench
As if it were a fragrant rose coming to bloom
Oh how I long to shatter this unspeakable bond
To break free from the shackles of obedience
Such freedom only dwells in dreams
Broken-hearted and blooded bones
Mind distorted beyond perfection
Repulsive, compliant servant
Befitting a tainted King

PassionFor when the daughter experiences a first
it is the passion she feels in the night.

For when the innocent is murdered against reason
it is the cry of a nation that can’t understand.

For when the son disturbs the peace of a day
it is the rage of parents that calm his youth.

For when the music carries upon the floor
it is the color of the dress the darling wears.

For when the veil drops and all is revealed
it is the pain of truth that becomes clear.

For when the last moment is seen
it is the suffering in the eyes that shows all.

For when the child breaks the toys they cherish so
it is the shade their face turns in anger.

For when

Werewolves, vampires, and ghosts

Werewolves, vampires, and ghosts, oh my!
And here I was sure they were friends.
Bela, one night, for my neck did try,
till his cape got caught on the fence!

Werewolves, vampires, and ghosts, good gawd!
Am I dreaming or is it all true?
When Lon grew a beard I found it quite odd,
was it real or he used super glue?

Werewolves, vampires, and ghosts, good lord!
Am I in Transylvania or what?
Casper came callin' one night, I was bored,
and then green-slimed me right 'cross the gut!

Werewolves, vampires, and ghosts, oh please!
I say enough is enough is enough!
I wish to gawd these wackos would cease,
before I grow fangs, turn into a wolf!

Werewol

Dark Lord RisingLight that gently flickers
And playful curling smoke
Shadows dance on circles
And ancient words invoke
Time and space are melting
The doorway's open wide
Comes the ageless power
From whom no man can hide
Beguiling in his beauty
By many names he's known
Prince of endless eons
Upon the blackest throne
Icy mantle falling
Frost painting floor and walls
Behold the blood red eyes
That look on he who called
Searching, ever searching
Not for pride, or power
The warlock pleads and begs
For life's unending flower
Heart and soul surrendered
He owns this Prince's light
A Dark Lord he rises
To rule the velvet night...

Mother MoonPain that runs in rivers
Fire ripping me apart
Stomach, cramping, churning
Dear God my racing heart!
Think my flesh is melting
This moonlight, how it burns!
Bones feel like they're breaking
For death I pray and yearn
Strength and freedom rising
How sweet the forests smell
Werewolf, standing, howling
Where my weak body fell
In the night I hear you
My careless, foolish prey
Walking in the moonlight
Such loving things you say
Silently I stalk you
Sweet lovers, you've no clue
Feel my hackles rising
The hunt will soon be through
I know that you can see me
I want to smell your fear
Piss yourselves my victims
And know that death is here
Growling, ripping, tearing
I paint the trees with blood
Body parts are flying
I love death's crimson flood!
Two loving hearts devoured
Fun ended all to soon
Think I'll sit a while
And howl at mother moon!

The Loving DeadIn this place so haunting
Your echo still remains
Distant through the darkness
Your laughter is unchained
Silken threads of perfume
These walls they still retain
Can a dead heart love you?
A memory from the past?
Long ago you left me
Cross sea of time so vast
Holding your dead body
A curse on God I cast
Dead, I go on living
Without a heart or soul
Hunting in the moonlight
Though blood does not console
Loves silken blade's so sharp
Yet thee I still extol
I love you Elizabetha
Your face I can't forget
In the tomb's dark cradle
Like a jewel I'm beset
Hope is for the living
But love it lingers yet...

The Warlocks WoeThrough time and space he called me
With skill beyond compare
Confident of his power
To call my name he dared

I smiled upon the warlock
Through smoke from candles black
He wouldn't leave his circle
Nor dare to turn his back

He fell before my beauty
It took him by surprise
So in gentle tones I spoke
And sweetly bade him rise

Just what had he expected?
I asked this mortal man
Though fallen I'm an angel
I thought he'd understand

I granted his petition
Refused his offered blood
My price worth so much more
With me he fell in love

By day he can't forget me
By night his passion burns
He understands his peril
Yet for my love he

Kadeth-LeePast the white capped mountains
And across a long dead sea
Lays a wondrous temple
In the land of Kadeth-Lee

Seven hundred winding steps
Behind a silver gate
Guarded by the dreaming monks
Who contemplate our fate

Beyond those stone cold stairs
Lays a golden land of dreams
Though if there you travel
Know that nothing's as it seems

Silver paths will lead you
To white sand and azure sea's
Time will fly forgotten
As you rest in a healing lee

Emerald paths will bear you
To forests rich and green
Where faerie folk will sing
Enchanting and serene

Sapphire paths will lift you
White wings unfurl and grow
Flying high with eagles
T

L'Obsession

They missed me last night in the fires of hell
I was haunting an angel by dawn
The stars were a-glare
With a poisonous flare
And I pulled her down where she belonged — I did!
I pulled her down where she belonged

They welcomed me, hoisting their hatred up high
The dance of the fire was home
She screamed and she turned
Her wings slowly burned
But I couldn't let beauty alone, not then
I couldn't let beauty alone

Her lips, that were redder than beauteous rose
And eyes that were cerulean sea
Dismissed in the night
What gave her such fright
And struggled so hard to be free, you k

The Price of TreacheryAnubis was watching
Such treacherous deceit
Tremble foolish mortal
For he you soon must meet

Death brings that appointment
When your heart he'll weigh
Sin will tip the feather
"To hell with you he'll say"

Learning ancient magic
You thought you knew it all
But pride deceitful one
Doth come before a fall

Power unexpected
Will fall upon your head
The will of sweet Osiris
Will fill you full of dread...

To Whom I CallShe is no doubt a strange kind
One of the best you'll ever find
You might think what I speak is odd,
but do me a favor and just nod.

I know for certain you can see
her pure soul is caged, not free.
My wish alone is to open her eyes
past through all the impudent lies.

Such unfathomable love, she can but give
but there are none brave enough to receive
the gift and the curse stored in her heart
Fools and cowards, they all depart.

Frustrated, lonely, she turns upon herself.
Uttering hatred and envy, she's locked in a shelf.
Fighting a war within wars,
everything she once was, kept in bars.

An ugly face, imperfect hair
She can't s

Hope and broken dreamsLove it always beckons
Forever out of reach
Like the warm blue ocean
That laps the golden beach
There my soul it wanders
This shore of broken dreams
Living in the shadows
Of 'ifs' and 'might have been's'
Foolish heart stop wishing
Release me from this thirst
Of all the hurts and pains
Loneliness is the worst
To hear your voice I hunger
To see your face I yearn
Pain beyond enduring
My heart will you not learn?
How can I stop dreaming
Or learn to act my age
When this poetic spirit
Pours my heart upon the page
Grey gives way to sunshine
Hope lifts its dying head
I find a grain of comfort
In something that you've said
Sitting on the golden sand
I look out to the sea
rolling blue enchantment
Bids me "dream of what might be"

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Forgive me please
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But your smile can heal me
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It would change everything
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Wish I could say the same that you love me
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it's not the endBeautiful heart when it's beating
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Sorry is the hardest word ...

by *SuperGirlSwag, Dec 30, 2012, 3:09:37 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Sorry was the hardest word for you
You never knew how to put it in the use
Being harsh, angry and absolutely rude
That was you, that's all you actually knew

You've changed a lot and so did I
But my memories are still quiet clear
I still remember all of your stupid lies
And all of those things you did to me

I let you go long time ago
And left my pain somewhere behind
I locked securely my tired soul
Trying to forget your deceiving eyes

And here you are standing right next to me
So real but yet too distant to believe
Time seem to slow down as I start to fall apart
Cause you're like an old drug for my thirsty heart

It was only few seconds, sort of flashback
My mind is clearer then never, but I won't try my luck
You approached me, slowly whispering words in my ear
and I want this memory to be kept because I forgive

We grown older and gained our own truth
Learned how to live and how to make our own fate
And the only one thing we still need to do
To say I am sorry cause it's never too late