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I kiss you good nightI kiss you good night
And then I'm ready to die

Remember me as alive
Keep the memories
But don't cry
Tears won't do the justice
I'd rather see you smile
Up above from the sky

Believe in good
Believe in evil
Don't seek the truth
Cause it will kill you

Believe in life
Believe in death
Don't break your heart
It's all you have

Be happy
Be sad
Be something
Just stand

Live freely
Kiss slowly
Love madly
Die noble

I kiss you good night
And go slowly to die

I was born to liveI hate this hope, it gives nothing but pain
This stubbing pain of being betrayed
Betrayed by own dreams, hopes and faith
Faith that used to lead me now is fading away

Actions make person, actions, not words
But I lost my humanity during these wars
Hate makes me ugly but I’m covered with mask
I’m not scared of dying, that’s the easiest task

Living not existing, that would make me real
To become something more than simply being me
To be able to touch, breath, and to be able to feel
Because I was born to be human, I was born to live

GirlsThese hands I've held
Close in my arms
Fingers wrapped tight
Asleep in trust

Arms are all around me
Hearts gone far and lost
Lives cut short of miles and milestones

Walk until I'm unknown
Until my string's run out
I'll find it all again

The hands
The arms
The hearts
The lives

And I'll leave
I'll surrender
I'll break
And I'll cut

Because I'm poison
Poison that should be drained from the world

TerriblyI miss you terribly
We've barely ever spoken a word but I have known you forever
And in three days my heart has cried out for you
I've dreamed of your smile
For no reason at all
And my head has been spinning endlessly
Since even before my fall
And it has been weeks since you have even looked at me
But I have loved you endlessly
And I will miss you terribly
Even when my absence is unnoticed
I'll wonder how you are
When I find the courage
I'll ask you
If you missed me
If you will answer, 'terribly'

missing youi just want you to hold me again and never let go

for you to tell me you love me and mean it

to be mine again

i miss you so much

i nearly start to cry when i see you with someone but me

i wish i could tell you how i really feel about you

but i know it will never happen

i fell like nothing without you.

so i just trun the other way
and slightly cry to myself

but i will promise you one thing
i'll try to pick up the pen, and not the knife this time...

Simile For LoveEverything I had faith in,
Drowned me in a sea of lies.
A Great Wall of confidence,
They built, so I could hide.

Behind the smoke and mirrors,
And the chipped and splattered paint,
This Fun House obstacle course,
Turned sour just too late.

I once held love in my palm,
A simile for skillful dreaming.
But I was drowned and choked and killed,
By the things which I was scheming.

Where I belongI'm like a broken down train,
meant to move on,
but i'm stuck here in the rain,
stuck in this pain,
of my demons so strong,
it happens that I,
have been waiting so long,
standing in the rain,
it seems,
where i belong,
waiting on a pick up,
so i can fix up,
what's wrong,
trying to keep my chin up,
so i can sing up,
my song,

feel the delight,
as i see a light,
reach the new heights,
and the lows,
of the fight,
reach it in spite,
of this warm frost bite,
because it's so warm,
i perceive that it's right.
i'm close to miss-taken,
reaching for the light.

I'm like an awkward refrain,
of a broken song,
how can i sustain,

The One Way TicketToo many friends
Write up their list,
The one with reasons for saying goodbye
Then they slit their wrists.

Too many friends
Buy a one way ticket,
But I promise you this,
I'll be with you until the end.

No more goodbyes
And no more stains,
No more red
Slipping down the drains.

It's time to stop
This cycle of pain,
And I hope it will not
Ever happen again.

Too many times
I've let you slip,
And too many times
I've caused that slit.

It hurts me to know
That you might just be
That one friend,
Who buys the ticket
To be away from me.

MineI am the black cloud
Floating through the night;
You are the flash of light
Bright and destructive and proud.
I am depression,
Creeping along where you lay;
You are the mischievous play
Smirking without hesitation.
I am doom and strife,
What all pretend to not feel;
You are passion, you are zeal-
You are why I celebrate life.
I am darkness and secrets
Which are best kept unknown;
You are curiosity as it roams
Where others would never step.
I am the darkness,
An ever gloomy ray of sorrow;
Yet you only know to grow,
The air in the lungs filling one's chest.
I am lost-
Am I worth the cost,
You, my deliverer,
To be made l

Poets Are Born When Hearts BreakOn blue savannah plains
Below a crimson sky
Sings an azure willow
She's simply asking 'why?'

Among the yellow buds
Lay broken hearts so red
Each so very wounded
They surely must be dead

Blue grass bends in sorrow
Green parrots sing sad songs
Elven folk stand crying
For a world so full of wrong

Sunbeams kiss the dying
The moon sends healing dust
Angels sew the deep wounds
Of those who gave in trust

Faery folk bring new wings
And very special gifts
Eyes that see a thousand worlds
And words men's souls to lift

Healed, these hearts are rising
Composing ballads for the stars
Newborn poets flying
With such beauty in their sc

Romeo's BalladTears like cherry blossom
Keep falling in the wind
Undying love a chasm
Where grieving echoes sing
Mighty wings now broken
Bloody feathers in the sand
Love that went unspoken
Is it dying in my hands?
This world it could not know
Was not allowed to see
The work of Cupid's bow
Or what you mean to me
Love hidden in the darkness
How could it thrive and grow
Longing for sweet wholeness
How could we treat it so?
Love should not be secret
For the rose it needs the sun
How could we be complete
When we could not be one?
So bring my cup of sorrow
It must take me where it will
There will be no tomorrow
For my heart will soon be still...

Doves from the Gallows Sing Songs of SorrowShe had been cutting herself with razors made of baby's breath
She was seeking love from more than the heart
Angels crying shed tears of more than innocence
White halos around her bed when she kneels

Dove's flying out of the gallows sing songs of sorrow
If only when it rained, it poured holy water
Finding diamonds under fresh fallen snow
Laughter on the playground, skinned knees and band-aids

Secondhand smoke covering the sky
Needles piercing every vein
Hymen's being torn in two
Abstinence is now a forbidden word

She never spoke of her ignorance, but covered up her innocence
She knew what the world had in store,
but locked it aw

Morphine EyesYour hands are so much bigger than my own
And I find it enchanting-the display of your fingers touching mine
Like a mirror, I can see myself in you
In the sea blue of those morphine eyes
Surely beauty does not exist elsewhere
Maybe God has created you from the clay of the earth himself
And captured the glow of the moon in your iris
And your laugh has been woven from the bells of heaven
I wish you could see how I look at you, my love
That just for a moment you could see just how beautiful you are
Even if you don't like it, I can see it
Your gentle hands
And the curve of your mouth
You are a wonder to me
Both you, and

Over and OverI didn't cut today
Because when I was angry I thought of you
Of how when you dominated my thoughts
You appeared in front of me
The sudden light in your eyes
I haven't seen it for so long
And how it took my breath away
I try to remember the shaking of my hands
My swimming vision
So captivated by the motion of your mouth
Hypnotized by the warm crescendo of your voice
Drowning in the heat of your gaze
I smile
When I wonder about my self-control
Wondering why I didn't kiss you
And promise you that she could never love you
Not as much as me
I don't understand anything, really
Why I continue this
Over and over
A

Cutters LullabyShh, its alright you can fix your heart tonight
Its better he's gone, feed your self that lie
Don't sit helplessly like a broken butterfly
You'll gain control through blood and knife
Etch it in, show your still alive
Make it fresh show your inner pain
Walk along the horrid memory lane
See it heal, watch it slowly fade
Let him go with the scars you made
Go to sleep with a heavy heart
Wish to be taken in from the dark
Nightmares creep in your head
Drown in self-drawn blood want to be dead
Awake the next day, hurt and torn
Same condition as the night before

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Paper inked with loveI used to write so many things
I used to smile, I used to sing
I used to be so very happy
I used to be…
And then you trapped me

The piece of paper
On the table
A little story
Of a traitor

Written lines
On the purest heart
Written lines
To lie about

I was the paper
You were the words
You violate me
So I got lost

I am the memory
You are the ghost
I won't be treasuring
Not anymore

You inked the paper
You inked my soul
It won't get better
It won't let go

They will retell this story
The piece of paper gonna burn to ash
And we will shine in endless glory
But it will never heal this painful gash

I warned youNo. No I'm not the person you love
Stop, just stop.
Stop saying these words
Stop getting into my soul
You won't find anything there, I am so cold
Damn and cursed living stone

No I'm not who you love
No, not even close
It's not me you're living for
Not me who gets into your soul
So stop before you get too far
Stop or you fall apart
I don't need you
Do you hear me?
I don't need your heart

No, this is just not right
Why you're here in the middle of the night?
Why you keep calling me the love of your life?
Oh God, this is too hard
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She will smoke herself to death

by *SuperGirlSwag, Dec 27, 2012, 10:43:42 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

The girl is smoking
She tastes the silence
She doesn't care
She drinks the darkness
And I can't help it
I keep watching her
She smokes the sorrow
Consuming pain
I can't recall it
If she has a name
The girl is drinking
She drinks her guilt
She's slowly drowning
Drowning in her sleep

Blue eyes, blue veins
She can't stop crying
She can't stop rain
She's filled with sorrow
She's filled with pain
But there is tomorrow
A brand new day
She's sleeping soundly
Letting go her soul
And I keep watch her
I simply can't let go

I want to keep you
I want to save you from yourself
I need to hold you
And give you all I can
My clock is ticking
You're still asleep
So I'll be waiting
So we can meet