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Not a writerToday I took my pencil
And started to think
Now what should I write about?

Love?
I'm sick of it
Death?
Too boring to read
Feelings?
I'm done with it
I lie on the floor and start to sing
Something so sad and something so sweet

No need to write it down
It's everything
But nothing about
Melody is quite simple
As it comes from the heart
You might think I'm tearful
But no, I am not

Too many reasons why I'm here
Too many questions unrelieved

So many people should just leave
Away, get vanished, disappear

I'm still holding a pencil in my hand
Not writing, not trying to understand
But I'm singing to feel something new

Why need love if I have youThis is the only way I’m gonna say
The only way I will explain
I won’t use words, won’t use my brain
I won’t use this path, cause it’s not the same
I’ll use my heart and show you my soul
But I won’t say a word about this love
Words could never express the truth
Why would I need love if I have you?

ConnectionThis room is always empty
This room belongs to us
This room is filled by memories
This room is always dark

This feeling of connection
Will stay forever here
This feeling of protection
Will banish our fears

This life is pure perfection
But no, it’s just a lie
And only resurrection
Can bring me back to life

This room is still quite empty
Cause shadow doesn't count
And only darkest memories
Keep lurking inside out

Forever stuck in this depression
But life is not the kind of fair
No place for us, only connection
It binds us slowly in despair

Paper inked with loveI used to write so many things
I used to smile, I used to sing
I used to be so very happy
I used to be…
And then you trapped me

The piece of paper
On the table
A little story
Of a traitor

Written lines
On the purest heart
Written lines
To lie about

I was the paper
You were the words
You violate me
So I got lost

I am the memory
You are the ghost
I won't be treasuring
Not anymore

You inked the paper
You inked my soul
It won't get better
It won't let go

They will retell this story
The piece of paper gonna burn to ash
And we will shine in endless glory
But it will never heal this painful gash

I kiss you good nightI kiss you good night
And then I'm ready to die

Remember me as alive
Keep the memories
But don't cry
Tears won't do the justice
I'd rather see you smile
Up above from the sky

Believe in good
Believe in evil
Don't seek the truth
Cause it will kill you

Believe in life
Believe in death
Don't break your heart
It's all you have

Be happy
Be sad
Be something
Just stand

Live freely
Kiss slowly
Love madly
Die noble

I kiss you good night
And go slowly to die

After darkEvery single night I read your scars
They tell me stories of your life
I read them slowly, discovering your world
Reopening old wounds, healing broken soul

You’re a stranger, looking for some peace
Craving for some love, longing for embrace
Needing of support, praying for the light
Asking for solace in the hands of the night

Sorrow is your lover, pain’s the only friend
No place to stay forever, you’re homeless all the way
Hope doesn't work and neither does belief
All your life been running, looking for relief

Time won’t heal the scars you've gained but you will live
Pain won’t go away but in time you will for

Two roads, one loveTwo different people
Two different souls
Two different hearts
Two different roads

One goes to left
Another goes right
One chooses death
Another takes life

Two different worlds
Two different minds
Two different goals
Two different lives

Two roads that were never meant to cross
Crossed in love, pain, happiness and loss
Two hearts that were never meant to love
Lost in the feelings of one another's world

Two roads
Two hearts
Two souls
Two lives
Combined in one love…

Love just for one nightBaby, I slowly whisper
My lover of this night
My body shivers
And I know exactly why
You drive me crazy
But it feels perfectly fine

Candles are burning
And so am I
I feel you closely
Easily losing my mind
You're moving so slowly
Making me go wild

Baby, I'm pleading
Gently kissing your lips
Whatever I'm feeling
I want more of this

I want you to be mine
Even if just for tonight

Naked desire of mine
Burning flesh of yours
Heart instead of mind
Gain instead of loss

It feels good to love
It feels right in the core
I might have just sold my soul
But it was worth it after all

Love=PainI don't have proper words in my mind
No proper scene in my eyes
Because love is so hard to describe

Some might say it's pure and innocent
Other says it's dark and evil
For someone it might be all the sense
And for other it might be without meaning

I don't know if I know the definition of the love
If I actually know anything at all
But I have something inside
Something what holds me in this life

Is it love?
I don't know
Maybe yes, maybe no
But as long as it makes me going
I don't really care how it's calling

I know it hurts
It causes pain
Makes me insane
Sometimes it makes me even cry
But it's worth to fight

Your love

We go to sleepI go to sleep to dream about you
I go to sleep to hide from the truth
I want to lock my pain out of my life
I lost myself between written lines

You go to sleep to forget about me
You go to sleep to hide from your fears
Inside of the cage you lost your own pulse
Inside of the dream you don't care about rules

We go to sleep to dream about us
We go to sleep to reach out for the stars
We go to sleep to never stop
We go to sleep just to wake up….

I'll be waiting for you foreverSo here we are… on the edge of the earth falling apart
Holding hands together smiling to the rising sun
I hate to say it but it's time to say good bye

One day, one night I'll meet you again
On the edge of the earth I'll kiss you again
Believe me and have faith in our love
I'm giving you my heart in exchange of your soul
We are connected, we are meant to be
Through the eyes of a child world shall see
How I have loved you and how you loved me

Rise before you fall
Live before you die
Take before it's gone
Love before you cry

You said that to me and we fell apart, but nothing matters our love remains in time…

And here I

I was born to liveI hate this hope, it gives nothing but pain
This stubbing pain of being betrayed
Betrayed by own dreams, hopes and faith
Faith that used to lead me now is fading away

Actions make person, actions, not words
But I lost my humanity during these wars
Hate makes me ugly but I’m covered with mask
I’m not scared of dying, that’s the easiest task

Living not existing, that would make me real
To become something more than simply being me
To be able to touch, breath, and to be able to feel
Because I was born to be human, I was born to live

Sorry is the hardest word ...Sorry was the hardest word for you
You never knew how to put it in the use
Being harsh, angry and absolutely rude
That was you, that's all you actually knew

You've changed a lot and so did I
But my memories are still quiet clear
I still remember all of your stupid lies
And all of those things you did to me

I let you go long time ago
And left my pain somewhere behind
I locked securely my tired soul
Trying to forget your deceiving eyes

And here you are standing right next to me
So real but yet too distant to believe
Time seem to slow down as I start to fall apart
Cause you're like an old drug for my thirsty heart

It was only few seconds,

OblivionI would like to drink tonight
For no reason just like that
One glass or maybe two
Just not to think about you

Sometimes I wish to not be sober
To not remember you at all
To forget when we were over
When we stopped being in love

I want to drink a little more
To get drunk up to my soul
To get so lost in alcohol
So it won’t hurt me anymore

A glass of wine and shot of vodka
I still remember, it won’t get over
It hurts like hell and cuts like knife
No matter how hard I will drink tonight

I love myselfI need to love myself
I need to care
I need to be myself
I need to stand

I got to love myself
For who I am
I got to see myself
Like no one else

So I will love myself
And I will care
I’m gonna free myself
From this despair

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I saw your life running to the end
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This bleeding heart
Let it die easy
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It has no start

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What a lie
You're still alive

More broken pieces I can see
It shines so brightly
I can't believe
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Stop it.
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For things I've never done

Wish I could make you react on future
But you're still holding on to the past
Believe me, you have to move it
You have to do it, just do it at last

And nothing more I'm gonna ask

Letting goFor the last time I'm standing here
Forgive me please
I'm writing these words to you
I want to go easily
Not saying good bye
But saying I'm sorry
For all I've done
And for all I haven't done

Looking back on the days when we were happy
I feel good, I'm even smiling
I remember everything and I don't want to forget
But surely after last step I'm gonna regret
If I still be able to think

Forgive me please
Forgive my soul
I should've done this long time ago
But I was holding on
You kept me safe and made me going
That's how it is, the ways of loving
But I was weak I've destroyed myself
I've destroyed everything that I had

I'm herePlease open your eyes
Please don't leave me
Can you hear me? I am here with you
I'm holding your hand
I'm here, I'm back for you
And I promise I will never leave
Just open up those pretty eyes of yours
I want to hear you're breathing
I want to feel your heart beating
No, please don't give up
I know you strong
Much stronger than me
You're not me, you're not
You can't go
No.
I'm sorry, it was my fault
I should've never leave
I should've stay here
Now it's too late
I did played with fate
And I lost
I'm losing you
And there is nothing I can do
Forgive me my love
For all I've done
But please don't go
Stay here

LifeI'm gonna tell you a little secret
If you promise me to keep it
I will open up your eyes
Will show you life from real side

Take a look, don't be afraid
Say things what you should say
Don't worry it's a real world
No one cares if you said a word

You're looking weird my friend
But please calm down, it's not the end
It's only truth that I'm showing to you
Yes, real life is opened for view

Here no one cares
They don't pretend
Living own life
And living inside

Everyone lives just for itself
cause they know, there is no help
Simple rules for the real life
Want to live - don't let yourself die

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by *SuperGirlSwag, Nov 8, 2012, 11:32:37 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I draw her
I sing her
I write her
She's the perfect piece of art
And she's mine
No one like her
Not even close

Not a human creature
Perfectly featured
Silky voice, radiating smile
Deep and innocent eyes
Pure heart, soul without sin
Gorgeous body, incredible skin

She is a drawing
She is a song
She is a poem
She is an art that comes from my soul

The way of saying words I love you
The way explaining how I feel
This is the way, the way I show you
And all you need, is giving in…