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It's not your fault
That's what they said
You're not enough
That's  what they meant

I remember all too well
It hurts me still
Just like it did then.
Hell. One word to describe it.
Hell. That's how it felt.

They're back to playing family
And they seem to be so freakin' happy.
But what about me?
What about me, I desperately want to scream.
Too bad of course, because no one would hear.
No one would hear my silent plea.

So I won't scream I better laugh
Laugh at misery's face
Because I'm so done with this
Done with this life full of shit

I'm done being their mistake
I'm done living like a fake
I'm done with them
They're done with me.

Family always comes first people say...
Funny cause for me it never felt that way...
What happens to kids when their parents about to divorce.
Personal fucked up experience. 
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CIChantea Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
oh, my gosh, i feel like this was written for me/by me! it really reflects how i feel towards my family. We have a sign in the basement stairwell that says "the thing i love most about my home is the people i share it with" i always mentally change the word "love" to "hate"
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
I am sorry to hear that :hug: 
I sincerely hope things will get better in your family :huggle: 
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Lucifer-Poison-Angel Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014
This is so very heart wrenching. It's beautiful for the darkest reasons.
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you :huggle: 
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You're welcome. I'm sorry you had to go through that.
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DrawingDreamLyrics Featured By Owner May 17, 2014
Good job though I rely felt this one
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you :D
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DrawingDreamLyrics Featured By Owner May 17, 2014
He'll I feel like that even though they're not divorced they never listen to what I've got to say they push me too hard especially cuz they all like my sister better they give her compliments and they complain about me
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
I feel you.. parents sometimes don't realize what damage they do to our mentality 
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Seventhknight Featured By Owner May 14, 2014  Professional Photographer
Wow! Brilliant!
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