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It's not your fault
That's what they said
You're not enough
That's  what they meant

I remember all too well
It hurts me still
Just like it did then.
Hell. One word to describe it.
Hell. That's how it felt.

They're back to playing family
And they seem to be so freakin' happy.
But what about me?
What about me, I desperately want to scream.
Too bad of course, because no one would hear.
No one would hear my silent plea.

So I won't scream I better laugh
Laugh at misery's face
Because I'm so done with this
Done with this life full of shit

I'm done being their mistake
I'm done living like a fake
I'm done with them
They're done with me.

Family always comes first people say...
Funny cause for me it never felt that way...
What happens to kids when their parents about to divorce.
Personal fucked up experience. 
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Aheng711 Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Parents are selfish. When they divorce, children are the victim from their mistakes.
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
they are!
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Aheng711 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
:(
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CIChantea Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
oh, my gosh, i feel like this was written for me/by me! it really reflects how i feel towards my family. We have a sign in the basement stairwell that says "the thing i love most about my home is the people i share it with" i always mentally change the word "love" to "hate"
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I am sorry to hear that :hug: 
I sincerely hope things will get better in your family :huggle: 
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Lucifer-Poison-Angel Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
This is so very heart wrenching. It's beautiful for the darkest reasons.
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you :huggle: 
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Lucifer-Poison-Angel Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome. I'm sorry you had to go through that.
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DrawingDreamLyrics Featured By Owner May 17, 2014
Good job though I rely felt this one
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you :D
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DrawingDreamLyrics Featured By Owner May 17, 2014
He'll I feel like that even though they're not divorced they never listen to what I've got to say they push me too hard especially cuz they all like my sister better they give her compliments and they complain about me
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I feel you.. parents sometimes don't realize what damage they do to our mentality 
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MaxsPlace Featured By Owner May 14, 2014  Professional Photographer
Wow! Brilliant!
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner May 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you
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Zytn Featured By Owner May 13, 2014
I know your pain as well my friend and I relate to it. Your not alone, none of us are and if you want to scream I will be here to listen and I will hear it and I will calm and quell it. Why you ask? Because that's what friends are for.
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner May 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thank you so much :hug: 
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Zytn Featured By Owner May 16, 2014
I may bot reply right away but I am here.
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I'm sorry to hear that :huggle:
But it's all in the past, right?
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner May 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
it is.. but the damage is done 
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:iconghostoftheemptygrave:
I guess these things leave scars, huh?
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner May 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
indeed.... and those scars won't let you forget 
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:iconghostoftheemptygrave:
Sad but true. But we have to learn from the past and prepare for the future.
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LancelotPrice Featured By Owner May 13, 2014
I never had to go through that. I was lucky in that way. I wish you'd been lucky, too.
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SuperGirlSwag Featured By Owner May 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
yeah... 
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