StepsOne step.Stop.Breathe.Let go.Move on.One step.Now make it two.Scream.Don't hold in, let go.One step.Keep moving.Don't stopI'm behind you.Let go.One step, another, and one more.Go on.Keep holding on.Breathe.Open your eyes and see.Beautiful isn't it?Step by stepI'm still behind youWatching your backLetting you guideStep by stepWe will reach the lightShadows to finally leave youAnd we will be alright
Too many wishesI wish I was deadWish you were aliveI wish I was yoursI wish you were mineI wish I was perfectGood enough for youWish these reflectionsCould reflect the truthI wish I was rightWish you were wrongI wish I could dieWhen I couldn't be strongI wish I was goneWish you were rightI wish I was the truthWhen you couldn't handle the liesI wish I was meI wish I was freeI wish I was youSo you could be hereToo many wishesSo little timeToo many wishesFor one little life
Picture perfect familyIt's not your faultThat's what they saidYou're not enoughThat's what they meantI remember all too wellIt hurts me stillJust like it did then.Hell. One word to describe it.Hell. That's how it felt.They're back to playing familyAnd they seem to be so freakin' happy.But what about me?What about me, I desperately want to scream.Too bad of course, because no one would hear.No one would hear my silent plea.So I won't scream I better laughLaugh at misery's faceBecause I'm so done with thisDone with this life full of shitI'm done being their mistakeI'm done living like a fakeI'm done with themThey're done with me.Family always comes first people say...Funny cause for me it never felt that way...
Dark lightThe light will lead you to the darknessbut darkness will lead you back to light.