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LonelyA shy little girl
all on her own
starting a new life
yet still alone:

Things were going
to be different
things were going
to change:

But she still
sits in her dorm
no more than
a two word exchange:

Food always tastes better
when with friends
sometimes she sits
there and pretends:

A safe haven to learn
she thought she'd call home
has turned into a hell
with no one to know:

She though she
could be visible
everyone here
could see:

but things never
are what they seem
and she will never
have a happy ending:--

I WonderWill I ever tell you, I wonder,
How you make me feel?
It's doubtful at best
For I don't even know
Who you are
I may have clues
But do I really want to know?
Yes, of course I do
Just the thought of you
Passing through my mind
Fills my heart with joy
I want to dance with you
Sing with you
Let you in my heart
And hope you want the same
But I'm not sure
If I have the courage
To tell you
Or even figure out who you are

DarlingWon't you please touch me like you did today?
Gently, like you don't want to break me
Can you please look at me like you did that afternoon?
Like I am the only thing that matters?
Can you kiss me like you did while I was sleeping?
Passionately, roughly
Hold me like you did that day
Like you would fall apart if you let me go
Can you help me back to my feet?
Shield the sun from my eyes
I would do the same
I'd shoulder the bags you carry, on top of mine
I'd never leave you or hurt you
So could you do the same?

HateBut I hate myself
I hate my fucking pride
And how much I speak out
I wish I could stop living
And just fall into your arms
Listen to your kind voice
Singing me to sleep
And your touch on my face
I wish I wasn't so stupid
That I have come to love you
I wish I could just leave
Because I have nothing left to say
I love you more than anything
But I don't even care
I just hate myself
I just
want
to
DIE.

IncreasingI don't like pain
I hate the way my scissors sting
I don't care for the way blood sticks to my wrists
The cotton itching against my opened skin
But I do like the feeling
The way I slump to the floor in reilef
My ignorance of the depth increasing
I don't like the pain
But I do love the feeling
The progress of the depth increasing
God, I love the feeling
Of the only peace I've known
That embrace that I have,
It may be the only one
The calming voice of skin splitting
The gentle smile of blood on silver
The only feeling of love I know
Getting stronger
As the depth's increasing

WhyHow does this happen?
Why did we go here?

Why are we apart
Why is this romance splintered
Why are we driven apart?

How is it fair that they're love
Not built on partnership but on lust
Has lasted this long
We we're stronger then them you idiot!
We we're so much better!

How did this happen?
How the hell did we get here?

What will it take, love
Just to get us out?

Forever Gone...No more,
forever gone.
Suicide.

Gone, gone from this world...
Your existence forever erased but never forgotten.

So many,
Too many people gone.
Too many people missed.
Cherished...
Loved...

Why, why leave this world where all of your friends are?
Where your family is?
Where your love is?
Why?

And so we mourn for you.
We take in the tragic news...

Too many deaths,
Too many losses.
It's just too much...

Too much for all of us.
To all those who took their own lives,
We loved you,
We cared for you.

Didn't you know that!?!?!

Death, suicide, gone forever.
We cry our hearts out at these tragic events.

Our hearts full of pai

AftermathAftermath

I have made some critical decisions
Examined the thoughts locked inside
Took up the blade, made incisions
Then started cutting into my mind
That pain was comforting and warm
Layers of delusions peeling away
My last defence against the storm
Years of longing just couldn't stay

Two seasons of the same infection
Were forcefully cut from my heart
There was no point in my affection
So I killed it, and ripped it apart
Stamped out the last of the fires
When the only solution was violence
To destroy all those futile desires
Replaced now by sickening silence

Banishing the anger and frustration
Casting my feelings into exile

Cold in the NightThe night is beautiful as I stare at the sky,
And it reminds me somehow of your eyes.
So I wonder if, wherever you are,
You are looking up at these same stars.

The snow is cold, but I cannot feel anything;
I can only hear the song that the night sings.
The full moon’s light falls down just like tears,
And, darling, I can almost feel you here.

All at once I am desperate, so lost and so cold
Though not from winter’s iron-ice hold.
I am caressed by winter’s fingers, its frost in my veins
But I know that this chill is just not the same.

I want nothing more than to be lost in this icy hour,
To disperse into a million pin-prick

My Final BowThe words won't come freely
They're stuck in my mind
There's so much to say really
But the right words I cannot find

I cannot even say what I want
His eyes will see it for sure
The words will be bold like a typewriter's font
All I can say is at least they'll be pure

I think I'll end this now
It's time for me to turn the page
This is my end, my final bow
I'm just a lonely girl on this lonely stage

100 Theme Challenge - DrowningSuffocating.
Trapped.
You cant move.
You cant breathe.
The water,
The emotions,
The circumstances,
Are weighing you down.
So much so that your not sure if you want to get out.
You could just let it all win.
You could drown in it.
In your sorrow.
In your dreams.
In your fears.
In your bottle.
And your life.
You could just float along.
A dead body among the rapids.
It would be so easy.
To just...
Let go.
Breathe in.
And let it end.
Drowning is easy.
We do it on a daily basis.
We drown in noise.
We drown in silence.
We drown in friendships.
We drown in drama.
We drown in crowds.
We drown in empty spaces.
And most o

Late ThoughtsFall out my mind,
Never leave my life,
This sun in a dream-lit sky,
opens up my eyes,
I wait,
I wait on surprises,
As we lift the visors,
We see what we are,

Fix it,
We could only break it,
Fix it,
What else could we fake,

Feeling helpless,
How did we make this?,
Our mistake this lie,
Insecure is our cry,
What we aimed for,
Isn't there anymore,
Sense this pain,
Walk into the rain,

Fix it,
We could only break it,
Fix it,
What else could we fake,

As I breathe the air,
Of disbelief,
I turn afraid,
Into this disaster,
If i could walk away,
I would walk faster,
But running is all we know.

Have You Ever Died?Have you ever died?
A knife sliced through the soul
A jagged hole where once lived a heart
A rivulet of blood trickles down
A dull throbbing pain
A pain that never goes away
No matter how many tears you cry
Have you ever died?

Shadowy SongA night so fitful
She falls asleep
In the deadly trees
A smile curves her full grown lips
As a song unconsciously spins out
A song so melodious
But disturbing and dark
That Death feels pain
In his blackened heart
Into the night
He searches for her
Until he finds her singing
Singing as a corpse
Away he takes her disturbed spirit
And away she goes
Into a deadly place
Called Hell...

A Little DreamFast asleep in the night
Entering a new world
Which I can call my own
Lys little old me being hold
In your comfortably arms.

Everything around us in this place
Starts to slowly fade away
Making the only thing for use to see
Is each other.

Your gentle smile
Makes my heart warm up
Informing me that you are the reason
Why I love and trust you so.

If there's anything I want you to know
It's that even though we are only together
Here in my little dream
I want you to always hold me tight
So that I can keep wishing that
One day we will be together in reality.

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Too boring to read
Feelings?
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Melody is quite simple
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Too many questions unrelieved

So many people should just leave
Away, get vanished, disappear

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I have no eyes
Something inside
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But not chance to see it
I have no eyes
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Cutting my heart
It's a wrong feeling
It has no start
My hands are bleeding
But I don't know why
It hurts so much
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My whole life
I'm living in the dark
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it's real
It's not a lie
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Not fineTonight I said myself, I'm fine
I looked into the mirror and tried to smile
Looks good? Still repeating I am fine
I'm going out tonight
I'm going out and again I feel fine

Driving my car, driving so fast
Into the night, leaving my past
Somehow I can hear voice in my head
He's saying - take care
Oh no, forget it
I'm having fun tonight
And I push the pedal, driving faster and faster
And again I can hear a voice
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I can't ignore
But hell no, I'm not gonna stop
Till car will pull over because of no gas
And I will get sober to see breaking dawn
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Love is gonna save us

by *SuperGirlSwag, Sep 4, 2012, 1:50:11 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Love is gonna save us
Love is gonna kill us
Love is gonna heal us
Love is gonna break us
Love is gonna lead us
Love is gonna stop us
Love is gonna wake us
Love is gonna take us
Love is gonna love us
Love is gonna hate us

Would you like to know some more?
Go on and fall in love
Love is gonna show you all

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~dogyjoe Nov 22, 2012 General Artist

Love is gonna create us, because we are created to Love, for Love.

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do u want to live forever make a wish

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