In and out

I'm in and out of life
I lose myself to fight
I pick myself back up
I go on until I stop

Life is in and out of me
It drowns and suffocates
It makes me feel impossible things
It breaks me just to mend me again

Me and life, we make a strange team
Building relationships on the wrong beliefs
Making stories  for others to see
Who we are and who we meant to be

I am out of life tonight
and life is slipping out of me.
There won't be any lights tonight
cause I'm not going back  in