Confession

Wish I could make it easy…

How can I say about my feelings?
How can I confess?

3 years of silent loving
3 years of patient waiting
Can't believe I'm still standing here
Don't know exactly what waits for me
Foolish me, I tried to fool my heart
Stupid me, useless piece of art

Colors of loving fading so fast
Something is  pressing  on my chest
What do I want?
What do I deserve?
How can sleep if I'm running from truth
How can I breathe if I'm drowning in you?
No confession at all
You will get it all wrong

Shame on me, shame on my feeling
I'm a love loser
Person without meaning
I want to scream so desperately
I want all to hear my voice
I've waited enough so patiently
And that's it, I made my choice

Why? Why? Why?

Rolling crowd
Falling down
I will speak
I will speak out loud

Not easy to say
Not easy to say cause its truth
I would lie if I could

Please forgive me for my confession
But I can't take it anymore
I want to get away from this intension
I want to let it go
But first I need you to listen to me
Give me few minutes to explain
Then maybe I will feel relief
And will try to let go the pain

Just give me chance to speak
It's all I need
I'll do my best

I will confess …