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I was born to liveI hate this hope, it gives nothing but pain
This stubbing pain of being betrayed
Betrayed by own dreams, hopes and faith
Faith that used to lead me now is fading away

Actions make person, actions, not words
But I lost my humanity during these wars
Hate makes me ugly but I’m covered with mask
I’m not scared of dying, that’s the easiest task

Living not existing, that would make me real
To become something more than simply being me
To be able to touch, breath, and to be able to feel
Because I was born to be human, I was born to live

Love just for one nightBaby, I slowly whisper
My lover of this night
My body shivers
And I know exactly why
You drive me crazy
But it feels perfectly fine

Candles are burning
And so am I
I feel you closely
Easily losing my mind
You're moving so slowly
Making me go wild

Baby, I'm pleading
Gently kissing your lips
Whatever I'm feeling
I want more of this

I want you to be mine
Even if just for tonight

Naked desire of mine
Burning flesh of yours
Heart instead of mind
Gain instead of loss

It feels good to love
It feels right in the core
I might have just sold my soul
But it was worth it after all

Sorry is the hardest word ...Sorry was the hardest word for you
You never knew how to put it in the use
Being harsh, angry and absolutely rude
That was you, that's all you actually knew

You've changed a lot and so did I
But my memories are still quiet clear
I still remember all of your stupid lies
And all of those things you did to me

I let you go long time ago
And left my pain somewhere behind
I locked securely my tired soul
Trying to forget your deceiving eyes

And here you are standing right next to me
So real but yet too distant to believe
Time seem to slow down as I start to fall apart
Cause you're like an old drug for my thirsty heart

It was only few seconds,

Slave to loveLights are on
I’m on my knees
I am strong
But I am weak

You’re my love
And I’m your lover
You’re my ghost
And I’m your hunter

Forbidden feeling
But at least I feel
Forbidden dreaming
But I know you’re real

We’re making love
It makes us stronger
You’ll be my ghost
Until it’s over

You have this life
And I have you
We’re out of time
But we are true

I loved you once
I loved you twice
You loved me more
But in disguise

Lights are out
And so are we
I'm falling down
Down on my knees

Not a writerToday I took my pencil
And started to think
Now what should I write about?

Love?
I'm sick of it
Death?
Too boring to read
Feelings?
I'm done with it
I lie on the floor and start to sing
Something so sad and something so sweet

No need to write it down
It's everything
But nothing about
Melody is quite simple
As it comes from the heart
You might think I'm tearful
But no, I am not

Too many reasons why I'm here
Too many questions unrelieved

So many people should just leave
Away, get vanished, disappear

I'm still holding a pencil in my hand
Not writing, not trying to understand
But I'm singing to feel something new

Why need love if I have youThis is the only way I’m gonna say
The only way I will explain
I won’t use words, won’t use my brain
I won’t use this path, cause it’s not the same
I’ll use my heart and show you my soul
But I won’t say a word about this love
Words could never express the truth
Why would I need love if I have you?

OblivionI would like to drink tonight
For no reason just like that
One glass or maybe two
Just not to think about you

Sometimes I wish to not be sober
To not remember you at all
To forget when we were over
When we stopped being in love

I want to drink a little more
To get drunk up to my soul
To get so lost in alcohol
So it won’t hurt me anymore

A glass of wine and shot of vodka
I still remember, it won’t get over
It hurts like hell and cuts like knife
No matter how hard I will drink tonight

InsecurityWrapped up in layers
Of expected behaviors
And veils of normalcy,
And masks of secrecy.
No one else can know
Of the inner life lived deep below.
Seen and tested,
Copied and pasted
Idols in a notebook,
It's a patchwork look
Of paragons in a picture
To imperfect human nature,
With smiles, pride, and bold points of view,
Layer by layer keep the world from seeing through.
Buried deep within the walls,
Afraid and feeling small,
Fearing they can see
This crippling insecurity.
I worry, worry, worry,
For all my walls I'm judge and jury
And I drop the ax each day,
For flaws I cannot hide away.
Until I can blend in,
And achieve perfection,
I build

The Echoes of LoveThe wheels of time are turning
Life's tide it slowly ebbs
And the best of life is dreaming
For love is surely dead

Cold, brown earth is barren
The tree's are stark and bare
Wet, brown leaves decaying
Does hope shine anywhere?

I hear the faintest echo
Fading memories of love
Journeying on the wind
To somewhere far above

The strength of youth is fading
Just as the winter sun
Time is undefeated
And some battles can't be won

Loneliness is poison
It seeps into your bones
In my heart a palace
That holds an empty throne

Yet on the tides of sleep
The world of dreams doth reign
I ride a swan to Avalon
Where nothing seems the sam

PassionFor when the daughter experiences a first
it is the passion she feels in the night.

For when the innocent is murdered against reason
it is the cry of a nation that can’t understand.

For when the son disturbs the peace of a day
it is the rage of parents that calm his youth.

For when the music carries upon the floor
it is the color of the dress the darling wears.

For when the veil drops and all is revealed
it is the pain of truth that becomes clear.

For when the last moment is seen
it is the suffering in the eyes that shows all.

For when the child breaks the toys they cherish so
it is the shade their face turns in anger.

For when

An Escape from a Romantic TragedyI can only think of you -
when there's a thunder storm,
because like you, the rain makes
me want to scream until I'm ready
to forgive and forget.

But as the thunder steals my eyes -
Silence is kissing me under electric skies,
whispering against my listening lips that
I'll die if I let you return.

I'll kill myself with sarcastic
smiles along with my famous
misleading chuckles that makes
you think I'm really sane.

If only I didn't know you
were a vampire -
who fed off my misery

Too bad - -
my misery didn't want your company
to help finish what you wanted.

She will smoke herself to deathThe girl is smoking
She tastes the silence
She doesn't care
She drinks the darkness
And I can't help it
I keep watching her
She smokes the sorrow
Consuming pain
I can't recall it
If she has a name
The girl is drinking
She drinks her guilt
She's slowly drowning
Drowning in her sleep

Blue eyes, blue veins
She can't stop crying
She can't stop rain
She's filled with sorrow
She's filled with pain
But there is tomorrow
A brand new day
She's sleeping soundly
Letting go her soul
And I keep watch her
I simply can't let go

I want to keep you
I want to save you from yourself
I need to hold you
And give you all I can
My clo

EnigmaShe was the star
She had no heart
She had no blood
She was so cold

Her touch was deadly
Cause she was a devil
A demon with no soul
An angel with no love

She was a mystery to me
But I could feel her from within
She was my perfect saving pain
And my pouring endless rain

She was enigma
She was a myth
She was a legend
She was a dream

OverpoweredI don’t know where to begin
I’m not sure what to say…
I’m just hiding my eyes
Trying not to look your way

My hands are shaking so I’m clenching my fists
I’m feeling all dizzy trying too hard to reminisce
My heart is racing and I can’t catch up with its beat
I just don’t understand what the hell you’re doing to me

My mind wonders, my eyes keep searching for yours
I don’t know what’s wrong but suddenly the ground is gone
I feel my head spinning but I don’t feel like I care
I just keep watching and you just keep standing there

This must be hell but in heavenly way
And I

After darkEvery single night I read your scars
They tell me stories of your life
I read them slowly, discovering your world
Reopening old wounds, healing broken soul

You’re a stranger, looking for some peace
Craving for some love, longing for embrace
Needing of support, praying for the light
Asking for solace in the hands of the night

Sorrow is your lover, pain’s the only friend
No place to stay forever, you’re homeless all the way
Hope doesn't work and neither does belief
All your life been running, looking for relief

Time won’t heal the scars you've gained but you will live
Pain won’t go away but in time you will for

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Cocaine heart

by *SuperGirlSwag, Jan 24, 2013, 3:25:33 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I just ride
Slowly into the night
Wind in my hair
I'm driving nowhere
Mile after mile
I slowly ride
Enjoying my life
Life on the road
I keep dreaming on

No one to stop me
No one to say I live my life wrong
So I keep on driving
Searching for the parts of my soul
Day after day, night after night
I'm living it on the wild side

Perfectly balanced and matched
This cocaine heart of my life
One hundred percent pure
Loaded completely with fuel
Beating with rhythm of a psycho
Trembling like leaf under the wind
Who cares how fast I am driving
This crazy life belongs to me

No map to be followed
No goal to be reached
No today, no tomorrow
I'm just chasing my dream
My cocaine heart
My soul and my life